Leave it to God?

Life is a choice
You live your life today with the choice you made yesterday.
I often asked myself what I want in life. How I want my life to be tomorrow.
When times are hard, I tell myself to leave it to God. This sound right and logical. But think again, God give us free will on how we want it to be. Imagine God saying: My daughter, u r free to make choices you want for your life. Isn’t God leaving it to us? If we leave it to God n God leave it to us, then who is ‘controlling’ it? Omg! This is eye opener!
Abba, give me favor and wisdom to choose my life that will glorify You. Open my spiritual eyes to help me make a wise choice everyday. May every step n path tat I take be a testimony that Jesus saves.